Anyone At All

Dear God, You always have a funny way in finding me love ... Starting way down when You first show me love in my 5 th grade, with the tall handsome boy that I know latter on turns out to be a gay *('__') back than my crush was always with the younger boy, I dont know what You want me to learn, but than I realise I prefer to be with a man than a boy. I once though I will end up marry-ing my long term high school boyfriend... but after 1,5 years with all the long distance relationship and the drama, I ends up having a bad heartache at that time having a relation for more than a year was like having a longlast relationship, since I never had a relation more than 3 month old, so no wonder I begun to think that this will be my last journey. I could never bear the pain, which led me to decide that I never ever gonna let my self be dependend to a man, and I decided that I will never ever gonna fall in love again. You never failed me God, you keep showing me that love and only love that cud safe me, You always try to show me that even though i dont believe in love, You keep bring-in me the feeling. The feeling of being needed and the feeling of being safe when I'm with someone. I once have requested You that I want to spend my life with my best friend, and deep down inside I believe that my soul mate was a person that I already know or someone from my past. slowly but sure you show me the way, the people who attach with me were the people that somehow connect with my inner cycle just like wise man say : Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. You keep sending me someone to love, some love me back, some betray my love yet you keep sending me, again and again and never let me be alone. and now I;m happily married with the person that I have dream, someone from my past, someone who share the same interest, someone from my inner cycle and the most important thing, he is my very dear best frien. yes, God, I've got your massage and I trully appreciate that You never leave me and have shown me by choosing me to life and grow old with dearest best friend... I love you my dear God this is inspired from : Anyone at All by Carole King Funny how I feel more myself with you Than anybody else that I ever knew I hear it in your voice, see it in your face You've become the memory I can't erase You could have been anyone at all A stranger falling out of blue I'm so glad it was you Wasn't in the plan not that I could see Suddenly a miracle came to me Safe within your arms I can say what's true Nothing in the world I would keep from you You could have been anyone at all An old friend calling out of blue I'm so glad it was you Words can hurt you if you let them People say them and forget them Words can promise words can lie But your words make me feel like I can fly You could have been anyone at all\ And let that catches me when I fall I'm so glad it was you